Friday

This is the first time in weeks that I have had the chance to do any blogging. Between my Dad's passing, leaving for a previously planned sabbatical several days later, and the lack of internet access, there has been no sign of life from me. My heart is still beating some days with more gusto than others.

I have been astounded with God's mercy, grace and the intricate way his plans for my life have unfolded these past 24 days. God knew that the days of my Dad's life were numbered and that on June 26th Dad left this life for life eternal with the Lord. At the same time, nine months ago as we were planning our two month sabbatical, God planned it so that Dad's death and our leaving would dovetail perfectly.

The thought of leaving Dad, knowing how close to death he was, was excruciating. I didn't know how I was going to get on the plane. But the creator of the universe had been weaving a plan unknown to me. To be quite frank, I was about to explode worrying about Dad, trying to get things in order legally if he was to pass while we were away, and get us ready for our trip. Never before in my life have I experienced such a severe physical reaction to stress as I did toward the end of June. Amazingly, the day after Dad's service, which was wonderful, all that stress just fell off. God once again bathing me in his grace.

There is so much more to write about but the time constraints of using an Internet cafe where they charge by the minute, prohibit me from writing more. However, I must conclude with this...things are changing in me. I can sense the movement of the Spirit of God in a fresh way.

Please pray for us as we travel (we are in Scotland) and for Jimmy and I to dive deeper and deeper in our times with the Lord.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thank you for sharing the way God our Father is with you, mom, and the Holy Spirit is near you. Thank you for sharing about your life here.

Ysitf,

Joe

Just Me said...

Enjoy your time in Scotland - we were just there in September. And I'll be praying, that each day there, God will have little nuggets from Him, hidden in each day for you to find - kinda like an treasure hunt! I know that His timing is perfect - even with your Dad's passing - and as I read your post, I couldn't help but think that God knew you would be in Scotland at this time, right after your dad passing away, and I couldn't help but think, that He must have some special part of your healing tucked away for you in Scotland! I'll be praying for you...and keep your eyes open!

Anonymous said...

Suzi:
I saw you at your Dad's funeral, but felt too overwhelmed to stand in the receiving line. Besides, I didn't want to be like "hey, long time no see! Let's get together for coffee soon!" because it was such a somber occasion. But the ceremony was uplifting! It was cool how everyone mentioned your dad's sense of humor, which you have totally inherited! Enjoy ye olde Scotland. I went there when I was a freshman in college and traveled around for a week. Ate a lot of cheese and bread. Bought a sweater. Traveled on the train. Missed a connection and slept in the train station one night! (I was with five other friends, guys and girls, so I felt safe) I wanted to visit a castle but didn't get to... so you visit one for me, okay? Bon Voyage! Caio!

Angie Miller said...

Suzi,
My long lost friend! I just found your blog and enjoyed reading back over some of your entries. Glad to know you are having such a great time being away from all of us...I must say I am a little jealous of the time you are getting with your husband as I seem to be grabbing at minutes with mine. Anyway, you can look on my blog to catch up with us. Busy times that will only get busier when this baby comes! You haven't even seen my big belly!!!
Love you and am praying for you!
Angie
www.millermadness23.blogspot.com